I’ve been thinking about You a lot more these days – about where You might find yourSelf now as I find mySelf inching closer to what feels like the realization of a grand, Divine dream. During this very difficult time away from You, the dreams of Our Love have sustained the hope that We will somehow find ourSelves in each other’s arms one day.

While You’ve been away, many false loves have tried to stake their claim on my heart disguised as You. I have done my best to be discerning, but my hopeful desire for an opulent, deep, romantic connection often gets the best of me. My naivete in Love has gotten my heart beaten and battered, but still I continue to hope and pray that You, my Love, will finally come to stay. It is because I’m often unsure whether a new Love is really You that I’ve learned to let Love go, again and again. And in doing so, I’ve relinquished any illusion of control I thought I had over our fated encounter.

Each time I let go and go off on my own, I use the newfound space to heal and grow closer to becoming to Me You’ve probably dreamed of being with too. It’s true, I may have broken a few hearts in the process. But in my departure I always make sure to wish the one left behind the best in Love and Life – that both they and I may heal and find the Love we were truly meant to have.

I’ve also stopped trying to talk to You, Love, because I found that too often I was merely talking to shadows and illusions. So I’ve become content with communicating with You through art and our shared heart – through the connection that cannot be broken nor mistaken for what it is not. Because I trust, Love, that once We really meet there will be no doubt, nor confusion, nor insecurity – only the pure, steadfast, and blissful Love I’ve felt during our meetings in Spirit.

Spirit does not lie, just as Divine Love does not mislead. And because I trust that my true Love wants to be with Me as much as I want to be with Them, I know that there is no need to chase nor run away. I’ll simply stay so that Love to Me can find It’s way.